My Mood : Sad & Depressed Hey there. I updated my LiveJournal just now. .___. I wasn't suppose to update now. .___. But.. I just had to do it now. I would like to dedicate this entry to my friend Maggie. Who had got into a fire and wasn't able to... *sigh* I.. I'm sorry. I just can't say that word out. It.. It hurts so so much.The Story Of Me And Maggie Starts..At first I saw there was this website where people write fan fictions - Winglin.net/fanfic. She was in a coma because there was a hurricane in her country and it hit her. She got into a car accident because of the hurricane and she was hospitalized. She was a huge TVXQ fan just like me. I didn't know her when she was in a coma. But, I supported her by leaving messages to her on the site. In fact, many people did. Her friends and strangers who suddenly becomes her friend. I was one of the strangers who became her friend. Her brother was doing all the posting about her condition. Soon later, more and more people started leaving messages on the site. She got pass her surgery and we were all happy to hear here success in the surgery. But then, things happened. And there was a possibility that she would die cause of her condition. Many people started getting very worried, plus me. Many more people started leaving more message to support her. And she managed to survive! Everyone was happy. But, she was colour blind and lost her memories. Days passed, months passed. Me and her. we starting sending e-mails and we became friends! *smiles a little* Although we weren't close we were still friends. I was happy to be her friend. But, I got worried cause we lost contact for weeks. So, I decided to send her another e-mail. And few days later she replied. *sigh* I was relief. And then, we continued sending e-mails. Again, we lost contact. And I got worried. Then, few months passed. I thought that she was just busy with her school and remembering her past. But, I was wrong. Very wrong. I got an e-mail from her brother a few days ago. She was in a restaurant and was caught in a fire. She... She.. *sigh and looks at the ceiling* She didn't.. make it. And yet I was so stupid. I'm sorry Louis. I'm sorry. I wasn't close to her. I really wasn't... But, I missed her so much. And now that I know I won't be able to talk to her anymore. It hurts even more....
Friend, Never Be Forgotten One website, Two strangers. One fate, One had illness, One was just a stranger, The stranger supported the sick one with all of her. They weren't friends, Nor siblings, Just strangers. Soon, The sick one was feeling better, She was thankful for what the stranger had done. And soon, Two strangers became friends. Friends, friends, friends, Just friends who weren't close. Seconds, Minutes, Hours, Days and Soon Months Passed. One got caught in a fire without the other party knowing, Few days later, The other party found out. She felt helpless, She couldn't help out.Couldn't do anything..All she could do is to look up at the sky everyday,And pray that she's happy wherever she is. "Can I go back in time?" She thought.But, That would never happen.Only if our lifes were written down in books,Only if she could have erased this part of my life and re-write it,Only if she could do something, anything...Only if she were closer to her and had her feel that I was a friend that she wanted to have,Only if she was there and she was here, Only if she could take her place,Only if she could..."Only if" is too late now... And now the pain is buried under her heart and never to be forgotten.. Never and always will be buried in her heart... . "I will never let go of our friendship.." . Maggie, I hope you're happy where you are right now. I'm really sorry I couldn't do anything to make you feel that I was a friend that you would have wanted. I really hope that you're happy. I'll never forget you.. You were a nice friend, a friend that I could never forget. I Love You Maggie.
Friend, Never Be Forgotten
Monday, April 27, 2009 | Time: 6:02 AM
My Mood : Sad & Depressed Hey there. I updated my LiveJournal just now. .___. I wasn't suppose to update now. .___. But.. I just had to do it now. I would like to dedicate this entry to my friend Maggie. Who had got into a fire and wasn't able to... *sigh* I.. I'm sorry. I just can't say that word out. It.. It hurts so so much.The Story Of Me And Maggie Starts..At first I saw there was this website where people write fan fictions - Winglin.net/fanfic. She was in a coma because there was a hurricane in her country and it hit her. She got into a car accident because of the hurricane and she was hospitalized. She was a huge TVXQ fan just like me. I didn't know her when she was in a coma. But, I supported her by leaving messages to her on the site. In fact, many people did. Her friends and strangers who suddenly becomes her friend. I was one of the strangers who became her friend. Her brother was doing all the posting about her condition. Soon later, more and more people started leaving messages on the site. She got pass her surgery and we were all happy to hear here success in the surgery. But then, things happened. And there was a possibility that she would die cause of her condition. Many people started getting very worried, plus me. Many more people started leaving more message to support her. And she managed to survive! Everyone was happy. But, she was colour blind and lost her memories. Days passed, months passed. Me and her. we starting sending e-mails and we became friends! *smiles a little* Although we weren't close we were still friends. I was happy to be her friend. But, I got worried cause we lost contact for weeks. So, I decided to send her another e-mail. And few days later she replied. *sigh* I was relief. And then, we continued sending e-mails. Again, we lost contact. And I got worried. Then, few months passed. I thought that she was just busy with her school and remembering her past. But, I was wrong. Very wrong. I got an e-mail from her brother a few days ago. She was in a restaurant and was caught in a fire. She... She.. *sigh and looks at the ceiling* She didn't.. make it. And yet I was so stupid. I'm sorry Louis. I'm sorry. I wasn't close to her. I really wasn't... But, I missed her so much. And now that I know I won't be able to talk to her anymore. It hurts even more....
Friend, Never Be Forgotten One website, Two strangers. One fate, One had illness, One was just a stranger, The stranger supported the sick one with all of her. They weren't friends, Nor siblings, Just strangers. Soon, The sick one was feeling better, She was thankful for what the stranger had done. And soon, Two strangers became friends. Friends, friends, friends, Just friends who weren't close. Seconds, Minutes, Hours, Days and Soon Months Passed. One got caught in a fire without the other party knowing, Few days later, The other party found out. She felt helpless, She couldn't help out.Couldn't do anything..All she could do is to look up at the sky everyday,And pray that she's happy wherever she is. "Can I go back in time?" She thought.But, That would never happen.Only if our lifes were written down in books,Only if she could have erased this part of my life and re-write it,Only if she could do something, anything...Only if she were closer to her and had her feel that I was a friend that she wanted to have,Only if she was there and she was here, Only if she could take her place,Only if she could..."Only if" is too late now... And now the pain is buried under her heart and never to be forgotten.. Never and always will be buried in her heart... . "I will never let go of our friendship.." . Maggie, I hope you're happy where you are right now. I'm really sorry I couldn't do anything to make you feel that I was a friend that you would have wanted. I really hope that you're happy. I'll never forget you.. You were a nice friend, a friend that I could never forget. I Love You Maggie.
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