My Mood : I don't know.. I really don't.. *sigh* My Music : Kotoba Ni Dekinai by TVXQ
Hi guys. =) Well, today.... ^^; We had maths and we were suppose to do a survey. And 3 of my classmates did put chicken heart and chicken lever and stuff in a basket. And we were suppose to put our hands inside and search for coins. ^^; And the disgusting part was they added colour~ O__O RED RED! I TELL YOU RED~ It was just like blood. I thought I was those kind of girls who could stand all those blood and chicken. Seriously, don't get me wrong. It's not your fault guys! I'm sure you know who you are! =) You guys put effort in the survey thing! It's really okay! I'm not mad or anything. ^^ Please continue to work hard guys! *smiles* But, today.. I found out I was those kindda girls who couldn't stand it. ^^; weird huh? And then, I started feeling... not well. ^^; So did my twin. She almost vomit and she ran to the toilet and locked herself in the toilet. And one of my friend she couldn't stand blood. As soon as she saw it, she was shivering. She cried.. I tried my best to not vomit and at the same time I tried my best to cheer her up. And she did. ^^ Since a bunch of us friends we were in the toilet worrying about my twin. And trying to get her outta the toilet. But, we failed. And I tried my best to make all of them laugh. I didn't want to see them worrying so much. I tried my best to make them laugh. But what I was trying to do made one of my friend think that I wasn't worried at all. Well, your wrong. I'm not mad or anything... That time.. I was just.. trying not to cry. Since I couldn't do anything to get my twin out. I couldn't do anything! I was... I don't know. I felt like I was hopeless. Like.. *sigh* I just.. Well, then Stephanie succeeded on getting herself in the toilet with my twin. Then all of us went back to class. I was about to cry, I tried not to. I really did. I squated down in the corner since I sat at the back. I pulled Annie down as well, I didn't know why. I.. cried.. I really felt like.. I mean, she's my twin! And I couldn't help her with anything! I'm just.. hopeless. I couldn't help my twin! She's so close to me and yet I couldn't do anything at all! And yet my friend could! *sigh* I cried and cried. Then, Maya squated down beside me. I cried and hold Annie and Maya's hand. I hold it tight. I didn't know what I could do. I was... *sigh* I'm a bad twin huh? I didn't felt like telling my friends about this. So, I wrote it here. *smiles a little* Don't worry I'm okay. I really am. The Bei Li you guys know isn't weak! *smiles* The Bei Li you guys know is strong! =)
Am I Hopeless?
Thursday, April 2, 2009 | Time: 4:55 AM
My Mood : I don't know.. I really don't.. *sigh* My Music : Kotoba Ni Dekinai by TVXQ
Hi guys. =) Well, today.... ^^; We had maths and we were suppose to do a survey. And 3 of my classmates did put chicken heart and chicken lever and stuff in a basket. And we were suppose to put our hands inside and search for coins. ^^; And the disgusting part was they added colour~ O__O RED RED! I TELL YOU RED~ It was just like blood. I thought I was those kind of girls who could stand all those blood and chicken. Seriously, don't get me wrong. It's not your fault guys! I'm sure you know who you are! =) You guys put effort in the survey thing! It's really okay! I'm not mad or anything. ^^ Please continue to work hard guys! *smiles* But, today.. I found out I was those kindda girls who couldn't stand it. ^^; weird huh? And then, I started feeling... not well. ^^; So did my twin. She almost vomit and she ran to the toilet and locked herself in the toilet. And one of my friend she couldn't stand blood. As soon as she saw it, she was shivering. She cried.. I tried my best to not vomit and at the same time I tried my best to cheer her up. And she did. ^^ Since a bunch of us friends we were in the toilet worrying about my twin. And trying to get her outta the toilet. But, we failed. And I tried my best to make all of them laugh. I didn't want to see them worrying so much. I tried my best to make them laugh. But what I was trying to do made one of my friend think that I wasn't worried at all. Well, your wrong. I'm not mad or anything... That time.. I was just.. trying not to cry. Since I couldn't do anything to get my twin out. I couldn't do anything! I was... I don't know. I felt like I was hopeless. Like.. *sigh* I just.. Well, then Stephanie succeeded on getting herself in the toilet with my twin. Then all of us went back to class. I was about to cry, I tried not to. I really did. I squated down in the corner since I sat at the back. I pulled Annie down as well, I didn't know why. I.. cried.. I really felt like.. I mean, she's my twin! And I couldn't help her with anything! I'm just.. hopeless. I couldn't help my twin! She's so close to me and yet I couldn't do anything at all! And yet my friend could! *sigh* I cried and cried. Then, Maya squated down beside me. I cried and hold Annie and Maya's hand. I hold it tight. I didn't know what I could do. I was... *sigh* I'm a bad twin huh? I didn't felt like telling my friends about this. So, I wrote it here. *smiles a little* Don't worry I'm okay. I really am. The Bei Li you guys know isn't weak! *smiles* The Bei Li you guys know is strong! =)
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