Originally written on April 18 2009, 12:oo a.m. Edited on April 18 2009, 10:35 a.m.
My Mood : Disappointed and hurt =/ My Music : Don't Say Goodbye by TVXQ
Hey there. I'm sorry guys, I'm not in the mood with the "weeee~" and smiles today. Someone lost my trust for him. The first day he came to my school, I thought we we're gonna be good buddies like my classmates and me. But, all of that was just a thought. We just became friends. Few of my classmates know him when they were in primary school. My classmates said that he was those kind of bad students. But, when he stepped into our class. All of us who's meeting him for the first time welcomed him. Just like we found a new friend. Days passed and soon it became months, and he became a good friend. He earned my trust. We chatted, had presentations together, worked together and had fun together. Throughout all these months, tonnes of things happened involving him. But, I thought it wasn't anything big. I thought he changed, I thought he was a trust worthy friend. But, all those were fake. You cheated on me, you cheated on us! All of us! All of us who believed you! And the whole day in school I was feeling bad for you! I got hurt because of you! I didn't wanted to see a friend of mine do bad things and ended up like this! I thought you were innocent! So, I felt bad. And I even wished I could turn back in time to help you. But, you cheated! YOU CHEATER! When I knew that you weren't the good buddy I thought you were. Although we aren't close, I thought you were my friend. I thought you were my friend.. And this is what you do to us? And I was feeling bad for you. We thought you were our friend, but you call us backstabbers when you, yourself cheated on us? I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME! I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO US! I HATE YOU! You cheated on your friendship! You liar! You hurt us so much! You made us feel guilty and in the end it was all a lie. I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ALL OF US! I never wanna talk to you anymore! YOU LOSE MY TRUST! NOW GET LOST! Although I said that I hated you. But, I just couldn't hate you could I? How can I hate a friend? How can I ever...? It's just.. not possible? I don't hate you, I hate what you have done... I wished I've never met you... I wished you weren't apart of my life.. I wished I could go back in time and change this part of my story....
"I Don't Hate You, I Hate What You Have Done.."
I Hate You For Doing This To Us..
Friday, April 17, 2009 | Time: 7:26 AM
Originally written on April 18 2009, 12:oo a.m. Edited on April 18 2009, 10:35 a.m.
My Mood : Disappointed and hurt =/ My Music : Don't Say Goodbye by TVXQ
Hey there. I'm sorry guys, I'm not in the mood with the "weeee~" and smiles today. Someone lost my trust for him. The first day he came to my school, I thought we we're gonna be good buddies like my classmates and me. But, all of that was just a thought. We just became friends. Few of my classmates know him when they were in primary school. My classmates said that he was those kind of bad students. But, when he stepped into our class. All of us who's meeting him for the first time welcomed him. Just like we found a new friend. Days passed and soon it became months, and he became a good friend. He earned my trust. We chatted, had presentations together, worked together and had fun together. Throughout all these months, tonnes of things happened involving him. But, I thought it wasn't anything big. I thought he changed, I thought he was a trust worthy friend. But, all those were fake. You cheated on me, you cheated on us! All of us! All of us who believed you! And the whole day in school I was feeling bad for you! I got hurt because of you! I didn't wanted to see a friend of mine do bad things and ended up like this! I thought you were innocent! So, I felt bad. And I even wished I could turn back in time to help you. But, you cheated! YOU CHEATER! When I knew that you weren't the good buddy I thought you were. Although we aren't close, I thought you were my friend. I thought you were my friend.. And this is what you do to us? And I was feeling bad for you. We thought you were our friend, but you call us backstabbers when you, yourself cheated on us? I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME! I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO US! I HATE YOU! You cheated on your friendship! You liar! You hurt us so much! You made us feel guilty and in the end it was all a lie. I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ALL OF US! I never wanna talk to you anymore! YOU LOSE MY TRUST! NOW GET LOST! Although I said that I hated you. But, I just couldn't hate you could I? How can I hate a friend? How can I ever...? It's just.. not possible? I don't hate you, I hate what you have done... I wished I've never met you... I wished you weren't apart of my life.. I wished I could go back in time and change this part of my story....
"I Don't Hate You, I Hate What You Have Done.."
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Bei Li
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