My Mood : Worried and sad :/ My Music : 사랑안녕사랑 (Love Bye Love) by TVXQ
*Sits down* Hey there people~ Well, I'm here to talk about a friend of mine. First, we met in a forum - DBJR (DongBangJunior) a forum where Super Junior and TVXQ fans gathered up news and stuff, chat, play games and make friends. She was one of the few friend I made there. She's from Romania. At first, it was my twin who knew her and they became friends. Then, I joint in and we became friends. We were getting kindda close and she was a very nice friend! *smiles a little* She was a very very good friend. It was so nice being together, chatting and fooling around with her. Until, one day, she told me that she had a heart problem. *looks down* At first, I thought she was just joking. But, she told me it wasn't and I got really worried and I cried on the spot. I was really really worried. *plays around with fingers* She's not suppose to do sports because of her heart condition but she couldn't stop herself since she's a basketball player. She's stubborn! D; And that's when I got worried even more! She was hospitalized after playing basketball. She had to get a heart transplant. The rate for her to live was a little higher than the other rate. ( I'm sure you know what rate. D: It's just.. I... I can't say that out! It's just.. It'll kill me inside! I can't! T__T) But, I still got worried. I couldn't play my piano right. And if I did, I kept thinking of her. I couldn't get my mind to stop! And since I was playing "Insa" on the piano. Me and my twin thought of recording it down. Playing "Insa" for her, hoping that she's okay. *sigh* And we did! We played the song together. Me with both hands and my twin with one. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0PdqSjz8p5E&feature=channel_page That's the link to the video. When I was playing that song, I kept thinking that. "Will she be alright?", "No! I have to trust her! She'll be alright!" or "She's okay...right?" *sigh* I was... going mad! .__. I didn't know what to do. I've already cried my eyes dry and play "Insa" together with my twin and dedicate it to her. When she was hospitalized most of us who are friends with her contacted her through her cousin. She's a nice person too. Her cousin tells us about her. How she's doing and all. Few days passed, the worrying never stopped. And finally, the day of the surgery result came. And I was really happy cause she was alright! She survived it! She was strong! *smiles a little* I was so happy! We all were. =) And we continued doing what we did! We had fun together. *smiles* It felt so good to have her back! I was so happy. I really was. Until, it came again. She was hospitalized again and she had to go through the surgery again. *looks down* I... *sigh* I got the news from her sister, she sent a offline message telling me about it. She had to go through the surgery today. *sniffs* I don't know what to do. And I was told that the rate of surgery success is lower than the rate of failure. And that made me worry even more! I... I.. What if I don't get to chat with her again? What if I don't get to fool around with her again? What if I don't get to have fun with her again? Although she was a friend I met online... I don't wanna loose her. I never wanna loose a friend.. I don't wanna loose any friend at all! *rubs eye* I don't want to.. I want to continue have fun with her again! I.. I really don't know what to do anymore! *sniff* I don't... I really don't wanna loose her! T__T I'm stupid, huh? *sniffs and rubs eye* I'm already thinking negatively. I have to think positive! She's strong! I know she is. She'll be alright, she will! *sniff* She will...
"Lolita-chan! AJA AJA FIGHTING! I know you can, I know you're strong! I'll be waiting for you to come back! =) I won't go anywhere! I'll stay here and wait for you.."
I'll Be Waiting For Your Return My Friend..
Friday, April 24, 2009 | Time: 9:14 AM
My Mood : Worried and sad :/ My Music : 사랑안녕사랑 (Love Bye Love) by TVXQ
*Sits down* Hey there people~ Well, I'm here to talk about a friend of mine. First, we met in a forum - DBJR (DongBangJunior) a forum where Super Junior and TVXQ fans gathered up news and stuff, chat, play games and make friends. She was one of the few friend I made there. She's from Romania. At first, it was my twin who knew her and they became friends. Then, I joint in and we became friends. We were getting kindda close and she was a very nice friend! *smiles a little* She was a very very good friend. It was so nice being together, chatting and fooling around with her. Until, one day, she told me that she had a heart problem. *looks down* At first, I thought she was just joking. But, she told me it wasn't and I got really worried and I cried on the spot. I was really really worried. *plays around with fingers* She's not suppose to do sports because of her heart condition but she couldn't stop herself since she's a basketball player. She's stubborn! D; And that's when I got worried even more! She was hospitalized after playing basketball. She had to get a heart transplant. The rate for her to live was a little higher than the other rate. ( I'm sure you know what rate. D: It's just.. I... I can't say that out! It's just.. It'll kill me inside! I can't! T__T) But, I still got worried. I couldn't play my piano right. And if I did, I kept thinking of her. I couldn't get my mind to stop! And since I was playing "Insa" on the piano. Me and my twin thought of recording it down. Playing "Insa" for her, hoping that she's okay. *sigh* And we did! We played the song together. Me with both hands and my twin with one. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0PdqSjz8p5E&feature=channel_page That's the link to the video. When I was playing that song, I kept thinking that. "Will she be alright?", "No! I have to trust her! She'll be alright!" or "She's okay...right?" *sigh* I was... going mad! .__. I didn't know what to do. I've already cried my eyes dry and play "Insa" together with my twin and dedicate it to her. When she was hospitalized most of us who are friends with her contacted her through her cousin. She's a nice person too. Her cousin tells us about her. How she's doing and all. Few days passed, the worrying never stopped. And finally, the day of the surgery result came. And I was really happy cause she was alright! She survived it! She was strong! *smiles a little* I was so happy! We all were. =) And we continued doing what we did! We had fun together. *smiles* It felt so good to have her back! I was so happy. I really was. Until, it came again. She was hospitalized again and she had to go through the surgery again. *looks down* I... *sigh* I got the news from her sister, she sent a offline message telling me about it. She had to go through the surgery today. *sniffs* I don't know what to do. And I was told that the rate of surgery success is lower than the rate of failure. And that made me worry even more! I... I.. What if I don't get to chat with her again? What if I don't get to fool around with her again? What if I don't get to have fun with her again? Although she was a friend I met online... I don't wanna loose her. I never wanna loose a friend.. I don't wanna loose any friend at all! *rubs eye* I don't want to.. I want to continue have fun with her again! I.. I really don't know what to do anymore! *sniff* I don't... I really don't wanna loose her! T__T I'm stupid, huh? *sniffs and rubs eye* I'm already thinking negatively. I have to think positive! She's strong! I know she is. She'll be alright, she will! *sniff* She will...
"Lolita-chan! AJA AJA FIGHTING! I know you can, I know you're strong! I'll be waiting for you to come back! =) I won't go anywhere! I'll stay here and wait for you.."
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